first off, fuck everything i've said to the contrary in previous entries. i WANT things to be healed. i've been a dumb ass avoiding everyone this week. well sorta. coz while that's been dumb, its also given everyone space and and time off and stuff. n if i've been as big a bastard as everyone seems to be saying then time off is what ya'll need i reckon. but i want it to END. so if u receive some lame plea from me (inadvertent rhyme there) then u understand whats going on.
if u dont receive any, pls dont read anything into it unless u are astute enough. some of you wont hear anything coz im hoping things are fine. stress on some. read that however u want.
xiaohui if ur in here: that unnecessary-trip conversation today has made me think a lot. and while what i said abt the whole thing and everyone still stands, this is enough. thanks for listening! and skate on yeah :) checked out heaps of decks today but i didnt find any.... but there ARE Zero decks at Far East. wicked!
there's this really cool strip by Scott Adams involving Dilbert, the horny-haired boss and an Etch-a-Sketch. anyone read it? fucking hilarious :)
my fourth good movie in four days! fucking amazing! as i told mandy and aaron today i normally dont watch that many good movies in a month! so anw. watched Matchstick Men today. god its fantastic. there were enough seperate bits of humour, twists and suspense to make it good. hell there's one scene in a car park which had me more tense than any scene i can remember! lessee.... in order of merit: Underworld and Matchstick Men tie for first, and The Rundown and Buffalo Soldiers tie for third. i mean they were all damn good la. the Rundown especially was a surprise.
wat the FUCK is this "we" shit all about? gimme a goddamn break.
ppl outside of CJC arent sposed to be in here. general reminder to the populace.
completely wrong? i see some people are not alone in having the gifting for glossing over things.
but i think i see what u've been driving at. i'd hafta ask u to be sure though. what all this absolute bullshit about letting go is i have no idea though. especially if its what i think it is. because you're the one thats been constantly telling me that u understand and know. and then this. oh well. fits in with all the hypocrisy thats going around. i spose u have a vested interest in this issue too doncha.
i've said it before and i'll say it again: if u dont like what u read here then for goodness sake stay OUT. doesnt that make SENSE?
seems like i cant say ANYTHING any more. whats with that?!
anyway. its funny. mrs siva didnt even bat an eye when ppl confessed to expecting to not make it to next year. was kinda weird to hear it voiced aloud. by people other than me that is.
and i was told while on the bus away frm school that u lot did maintenence after the exam. well sorry i wasnt there. i'd say why didnt ya'll lemme noe but i brought THAT upon myself didnt i.
checked out heaps of skateboards and parts today. far east, tampines, peninsula shopping centre.... it was way cool :) i wanna get a finger board too. ended up skating around a while... my balance is getting better n all. gotta consistently ollie though.
i heard a number of ppl wanna skate/are already skating! xiaohui u do.... cindy u wanna learn too? and mar? and rong skates? (i dunno how she's being mentioned here - well actually i do i pressed the buttons on the keyboard - but hey she was mentioned) seems like a whole lotta ppl skate or want to learn.
*i wonder, wld that be the person one is supposedly affecting?
how interesting. seems im not alone in my desire to inflict pain on someone. it kills me that its someone i woulda thought was close too. thanks and props to you man. helps to noe that im not just being unfair. and im guessing ur not exactly alone in your feelings.
ill slice u
and dice u
until u drop dead
i'll hit u
u shit, u
and cut off your head
a game?
thats lame
this here is called HATE
not words either
or verbs neither
dont plea. its too late.
another interesting thing: i've just been given a whole different spin on something. maybe there's been a perpetrator! how amusing and low :)
i'll be back later maybe.
i hope i can make it up to everyone involved somehow. lemme try? if i can work up the guts that is.
mustnt be too wussy tho. so FUCK ALL OF YOU! :) just messing wit ya.
she teaches the torches to burn brighter
if u dont receive any, pls dont read anything into it unless u are astute enough. some of you wont hear anything coz im hoping things are fine. stress on some. read that however u want.
xiaohui if ur in here: that unnecessary-trip conversation today has made me think a lot. and while what i said abt the whole thing and everyone still stands, this is enough. thanks for listening! and skate on yeah :) checked out heaps of decks today but i didnt find any.... but there ARE Zero decks at Far East. wicked!
there's this really cool strip by Scott Adams involving Dilbert, the horny-haired boss and an Etch-a-Sketch. anyone read it? fucking hilarious :)
my fourth good movie in four days! fucking amazing! as i told mandy and aaron today i normally dont watch that many good movies in a month! so anw. watched Matchstick Men today. god its fantastic. there were enough seperate bits of humour, twists and suspense to make it good. hell there's one scene in a car park which had me more tense than any scene i can remember! lessee.... in order of merit: Underworld and Matchstick Men tie for first, and The Rundown and Buffalo Soldiers tie for third. i mean they were all damn good la. the Rundown especially was a surprise.
wat the FUCK is this "we" shit all about? gimme a goddamn break.
ppl outside of CJC arent sposed to be in here. general reminder to the populace.
completely wrong? i see some people are not alone in having the gifting for glossing over things.
but i think i see what u've been driving at. i'd hafta ask u to be sure though. what all this absolute bullshit about letting go is i have no idea though. especially if its what i think it is. because you're the one thats been constantly telling me that u understand and know. and then this. oh well. fits in with all the hypocrisy thats going around. i spose u have a vested interest in this issue too doncha.
i've said it before and i'll say it again: if u dont like what u read here then for goodness sake stay OUT. doesnt that make SENSE?
seems like i cant say ANYTHING any more. whats with that?!
anyway. its funny. mrs siva didnt even bat an eye when ppl confessed to expecting to not make it to next year. was kinda weird to hear it voiced aloud. by people other than me that is.
and i was told while on the bus away frm school that u lot did maintenence after the exam. well sorry i wasnt there. i'd say why didnt ya'll lemme noe but i brought THAT upon myself didnt i.
checked out heaps of skateboards and parts today. far east, tampines, peninsula shopping centre.... it was way cool :) i wanna get a finger board too. ended up skating around a while... my balance is getting better n all. gotta consistently ollie though.
i heard a number of ppl wanna skate/are already skating! xiaohui u do.... cindy u wanna learn too? and mar? and rong skates? (i dunno how she's being mentioned here - well actually i do i pressed the buttons on the keyboard - but hey she was mentioned) seems like a whole lotta ppl skate or want to learn.
*i wonder, wld that be the person one is supposedly affecting?
how interesting. seems im not alone in my desire to inflict pain on someone. it kills me that its someone i woulda thought was close too. thanks and props to you man. helps to noe that im not just being unfair. and im guessing ur not exactly alone in your feelings.
ill slice u
and dice u
until u drop dead
i'll hit u
u shit, u
and cut off your head
a game?
thats lame
this here is called HATE
not words either
or verbs neither
dont plea. its too late.
another interesting thing: i've just been given a whole different spin on something. maybe there's been a perpetrator! how amusing and low :)
i'll be back later maybe.
i hope i can make it up to everyone involved somehow. lemme try? if i can work up the guts that is.
mustnt be too wussy tho. so FUCK ALL OF YOU! :) just messing wit ya.
she teaches the torches to burn brighter
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