y'noe there're some risks where you cant bring yourself to take them without having full knowledge of relevant stuff?
well obviously knowing everything involved kinda stops it from being a risk any more, per se.
but aside from that........ well you're never gonna have all the information, are you. ergo you're never gonna take the risk.


so who knows what all of us might be missing?




but then there's nothing that can be done about things, sometimes. y'just gotta realise that.




it all seems to fade away
yes fade away it does
like when u drink and drink some more
but only get a buzz

a little tingly tiny feeling
that does not do a thing
what you WANT is to be really smashed
to stumble blindly and to sing.

yeah just like that it fades away
leaving loneliness behind
and solitude, once something loved
starts messing with your mind.

slowly driving you insane
it warps and bends you brain
till all you feel is sorrow
and you drown in all your pain.



its nice.... its still ringing in my head.
think about it: when was the last time you really trusted someone with everything? (Note: this DOESNT mean that you tell the person everything. it always gets me when people are like "Oh i didn't know that.... I thought we trusted each other!" . i mean COME ON. absolute trust doesnt mean you tell the other person how old you were when the vestiges of your UMBILICAL CORD fell off, does it?!) you kinda take the "giving" part pretty lightly, once you get over the initial "should i?" phase. it just kinda sits in the back of your head. "Oh yeah i trust him" kinda thing. but when you find out (Note on human stupidity: Sometimes we know things, but we still wanna be told. This can be a good thing, or a very, very, very bad thing) that YOU'RE completely trusted, then that's pretty damn cool :)





I single-handedly (and i quote!) carried the class through a Lit competition during Fahy's period today (its amusing........ judging by the new tags and all there'll be ppl who have NO idea abt some of this stuff. well wth.) and it really was quite invigorating. like i said to you, i'm seriously considering different careers now....... or at least an extended tenure as some form of student.



does a genius know he's a genius? i think you know when you're stupid...... primarily coz ppl tell you incessantly. but what about when you're incredibly intelligent? you don't get told nearly as much.... plus there's always the constant pressure to appear to fit in (it isn't just a physical thing). so how dya know? or do you just KNOW?



+165 or 156 or whatever it was is really a pretty damn high score. i strongly suspect that there was some mistake somewhere :D nah. a great score, it really is. not surprised though!






alright i've been told i'm "bushedd" :) (it works both ways and all i guess) so that's my time.