fuck i feel like im in a goddamn sci-fi movie. "first contact" and all that.

wondering what i mean? go screw yourself.

not exactly in a happy mood. but not exactly sad either. its hard to qualify. things are obviously gonna be different... but just how different remains to be seen.

ice skating's pretty cool! (in more ways than one). hope if you lot go u have fun. its pretty much like rollerblading.... if that helps any :)


i've lost that, that's for sure. no way thats coming back/happening again.


heading down to Dhoby Ghaut to skate later..... havent tried the area near the MRT yet. shld be fun! hope i dont break anything tho.... a lil nervous abt that :)


guess who's back
back again
shady's back
tell a friend
guess who's back/guess who's back/guess who's back.....
i've created a monster/
coz nobody wants to be friends no more
they want war/and chopped liver
well if u want war/this's wat i'll give ya
a lil bitta hate/mixed with some hard liquor


dunno wat im doing there.

i've been told the issue is no longer centralised any more. now everyone's pissed for different reasons! or was. whatever. how dandy is that.

++i wonder if you cringed?

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im sorta guessing that everything's held to be my fault. cant say whether i disagree or not.

dum da dum.

names in bold
are names i hold
to be not something nice
but then again
sometimes they're friends
the friendship's just on ice.

other times of course
i've been quite coarse
in bold or caps i curse
do you care too?
i swear. dont you?
and cmon it could be worse.


initial forays began today. i'd like to just forget everything for a while so yeah i'll leave it at that. suffice to say i have small glimmers of hope overshadowed by large doses of reality. to be melodramatic :)

actually they began last night! almost forgot


funny. just the word "heyyy" made me feel a whole lot better. a whole lot more trepidation too. refer to ++ :D


cringeing and whingeing
i head off to bed
creep off to sleeping
i go rest my head.
dreaming and feeling
all nervous inside
emotions are swarming
how then shall i hide?

shall i creep away
and hide in the night?
or stand bold in the day
inside full of fright?
whence will i go
ere all this is done?
behold, this is woe:
im not having FUN


whatever :)

toodle-oo ya'll.


damn i feel like ice-skating now :) havent been in quite a while.

FUCK FUCK FUCK! i'd already clicked Post for this entry... then while it was posting i checked out someone else's blog. results come out on WEDNESDAY?!!! what the holy flying FUCK (yeah stole that one) is THAT ABOUT?! i dont want them on wednesday! at least give us a fucking week to chill man! im still reeling from the NE test. well thats a lie :) but yeah dammit. thats kinda scary. anw.


float like a butterfly, sting like a bee