Peter Piper picked a pack of pickled peppers
A pack of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked
Peter screwed that pack of pickled peppers
Coz he's a fucking fag, you see. he's sick.


hahahahahahahahahaha cool innit? i was messing around today and though of that.

dammit left my com on to download stuff and i come home and its been turned off. fuck la.

oh well. such is life.

the exquisite torture of it!

i'm thinking of writing a book.

A Collection of Fragments:
Why? what the fuck happened? goddamit i need MONEY. Mary Doria Russel is a WICKED author. did Emilio ever really lose his love for God? Wat would Tolkien think of the Lord of the Rings trilogy? i know his son hates it! Deus Ex Machina - weird it pops up so often. Dan Simmons has made the best use of it so far in my opinion.

and back.

*Rowan Atkinson is a very fine actor.

lonliness creeps in my soul
eats me up, swallows me whole
subsumes my being and saps my strength
inundates the mind, twists shape and length
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something borrowed, something blue
something hollowed, something new
another fake, another lie
and now i lay me down to die
what purpose left? what drive?
what more to keep my soul alive?
methinks purpose isnt real
some people THINK that there's a deal
which gives your life some new direction.
its just a new attempted perfection
you wind up feeling the same
lost and cold, left with a name
which no one ever wants to hear.
left alone with all your fear,
you die.


didja feel the atmosphere go all morbid and manic-depressive?

*what rough beast sloughs towards Bethlehem to be born?

Heard Keats for the first time on TV last night. the man was undoubtedly a genius. first rate. if my poetry ever gets to be HALF as good as his i'll be happy.

reaching ever upwards,
like a plant yearning for the sun
i seek to understand the works
of Him, greater than this one.


Melodrama has its place and time. just not within my fucking sphere of life IF you please.

An Observation:
CJC belongs to a special class all of its own. coming back from the interview yesterday (which, by the way, was totally rad. or perhaps as a musician i shld say "wonderfully sublime") i saw a whole bunch of Serangoon JC students. students? fuck man they look like the factory workers WE are so often compared to! bunch of bengs and lians. and yet mixed in with that sorry lot were a few who could pass off as CJ students.
"You make it sound as if being a CJ student requires some sort of je ne sais quoi!"
well it does. just WAIT a damn minute would you?
AS i was saying before i was so rudely interrupted (by myself, admittedly :D ) there were some which coulda been CJ students. then on my way home i saw some ACJC and RJC students as well.
my final conclusion is that we are NOT like SJC, PJC (THANK GOD!), YJC(ditto), NYJC, or TJC. basically we're not like any of the neighbourhood JCs. i've left out MJC coz its sorta a wild card at the moment.
on the other hand, we're not like RJC, VJC, NJC or HCJC either. that bunch is... well geeky is the nicest term i can think of. and yet even in those there are some that could be CJ students. dont worry i'll explain that!
my final conclusion is that if we are like any JC, it'd hafta be ACJC. before CJC students puke and ACJC students feel insulted, listen: we've got the attitude (well some of us do. charles... man i wont even touch that) and so does ACJC. some ppl in both JCs are FUCKING (and we're talking serious intercourse here) rich. and both JCs are reputed to have cute students. in my opinion CJ's better off. oh yeah, another sibling would be SAJC. AC's top of the bunch, but SA's like second.

its a rough hypothesis, but it was intriguing.

and now for CJC.
the most unqualifiable bunch of students ever! cocky and arrogant and (most of the time) unashamed to admit where we're from. rich, self-assured and confident. usually much more intelligent than Jean Yeow would have us believe too. so where's it come from?
CJ's like the slacker JC (do i hear "duhs"?). so students that SHOULD be in RJ, NJ n VJ and so on but were slack come to CJC. so everyone knows that they coulda done better but didnt. (of course there are the exceptions with 7 points and such that come to CJ. what the FUCK IS WRONG with you people?!!) and then orchard's right around the corner. so we own that. so on and so forth.
the end result: CJ's probably the best JC to be in! cute girls, near town, intelligent people etc etc ad infinitum. its a good place to be! coz it doesnt have the downsides that better JCs have like geeks running arnd everywhere (and sometimes multiplying!).

so there you have it. disprove it any time. i'd be interested.

DISCLAIMER: any offence other JC students take from the above is ENTIRELY THEIR OWN GODDAMN PROBLEM.

thought i'd throw that in just so everyone's happy :)

i'll leave you lot to it then.