FAITH
go check out the song by Limp Bizkit. the re-mixed version on New/Old Songs (thats their album AFTER Chocolate Starfish) is currently my fave. altho the one off 3 Dollar Bills Ya'll is pretty hot too.
props to mar's blog (is that fitting? or is it "props to mar"? who gives a damn :D ) for sparking that.

it goes round and round
and round and round
and before u noe it
we hit the ground



if you set yourself up to fall, dont be surprised when u wind up face first in the mud with a broken nose for fuck's sake!


seems like everything's drawing to a close. very very good i must say. HOW i am responsible for any (ok well parts of it. i didnt intentionally aggravate anything though. definitely didnt do anything coz of "ulterior motives" either. wat, u think i like seeing things messed up? no way honey. u noe all i wanna do is spank u and mess arnd with accents :D ) of it or even INVOLVED i do not noe. but i gotta say if i was one of the girls while still having played the role i did i reckon there wlda been a lot less angst.

that's probably gonna give me flak too. well what's new. besides nothing's my faulth eh? :)

oh yeah something just struck me: remember i told you abt how ppl were saying u were the cause of certain bust-ups involving me and some of the T3 girls? coz they thought u had ulterior motives? and i didnt believe one iota of it did i. even told u abt it. well.... maybe (JUST maybe. maybe i was working to my own ends. but it woulda hafta have been subconciously.) you're thinking like they were. and in this case as well, there were no "ulterior motives" (god i hate that phrase already) on my part.

spose that's sorta an attempt at a reconciliation. whatever :)


observant ppl amongst my readers (gettin possessive now aint i :D ) will notice that there are changes to my tag board. ASIDE frm the fact that i deleted one of my own tags (ill never delete someone else's). try cutting loose why dontcha :)
IF you get that.

alright i made a couple more changes. if you STILL cant notice any changes well then you are a GODDAMN FUCKING MYOPIC - scratch that. BLIND - PRICK! :)

ever noticed how when siblings play, there's always this weird thing? when one is older than the other, they'll both be going completely crazy... but then suddenly the older one will realised that "hey im old now. i shld be being mature" and he or she will quit and suddenly get all awkward? that just sucks. the loss of freedom as we get older. while we gain on one side we lose on the other.


*"Ask for me tomorrow, and you shall find me a grave man."


Odin is a fucking god from Norse mythology. He was the guy who sacrificed an eye and hung upside down from the Tree of the World (or something like that - think it was called Yggdrasil or another equally unpronouncable name) in order to gain all the knowledge in the world. how can NOBODY noe that?
char char char... its a sad world we live in :)


lots to say and no place to say it
woe, oh woe is me
so much inside i will explode.
my god, you STILL cant see?


*spose i havent had half the faith in you i should have. always gettin uptight and tense (!!) for no damn reason. fucking stupid me. hope things are still alright.

i have this brilliant knack of totally fucking things up for no reason.


today's quote is really quite easy. SOMEONE should get it. hint: i've already taken a quote from the same work in this entry. now GET IT already!

it'd be wicked to be studying with ya in australia! like i said, prime weed (:D), surfing, GREAT MUSIC! u'd find some 10 foot cute guy :) i'd find some (hopefully less than 10!!) foot cute girl. it'd be totally unreal :)


A plague on both your houses!