WHY?

im always so stupid sometimes.

alright. "always" and "sometimes" TECHNICALLY (hope you're doin alright Exo) cant be used together. but what the bloody hell .

as soon as i said goodbye it was like my mind said OK she now ceases to exist. fuck.
but even before that things were strange la.


people been feeding you stuff again?

yet another example of my mind going off on a paranoid tangent.

tangent: bloody good word

two other good words: paucity and joie de vivre.

there just came a point on friday (chinese As) when things suddenly snapped and went different. up til then it'd been great.

a joke is a joke
and always will be
unless you are dumb
and take it seriously

i cant STAND it at times
when some people do that
coz it makes things fall apart
collapse and go "splat"

_________________________
drift off to a lil world
where i can have my friends
mar and char and exo too
dudley josh and ben.

others too numerous to name
(oh aaron, u'd be there too.
jack and jessie, sweet michelle
and mark, dont you DARE go boo!)

take us all away from here
this fucking scary place
where nothing's as it ever seems
and behind all/every face

twisted evil thoughts are forming
trying to bring us down
trying to make us kiss the dirt
lie face flat on the ground.

we'll run far far away from here.
to where joy's more than a prayer
why i noe just where we'll go:
We'll head down to Australia

:D

but if u were not named above
oh for goodness' sake dont fret!
it really doesnt matter. you noe if you're my friend
some names just go better in poems. so blame your blooming parents why dont you. and i must end this with a word that rhymes with "fret" to maintain the poem's style.
wet wet wet wet wet

:)

speaking of some of you, why dont you lot ever leave tags? what, tagging too low for you white people? damn racist bastards.... :)

oh yeah ppl who've said they'll do testimonials for me! do them!

aaron jack n exo: we gotta skate sometime man. sometime real soon. aaron: lets get drunk!


that abt wraps it up for today ladies and gents. im sorry for being so dumb all the time. i dunno wat it is that makes things so damn tense with us. but you're right its been like that on and off for abt as long as i can remember. it MUST be my fault.

for once :)