im feeling much better about the promos. its good.

its 11 now and i've been up since 6. slept at 12.30 last night. so, considering its ME (i need like 8 hours of sleep) its pretty amazing im not tired. been thru history twice in 12 hours. that's pretty good. considering not touching it anymore. there's still econs!! and lit too.

which reminds me: Sorry for asking so many times. i was just freaking out about lit yesterday for some reason. my apologies.

what else is new
that i can say
life gets better
each new day

or so it seems
but does it really?
i'd like to say so
loud and freely

but then one cant be sure
in this fickle-seeming life
one that's torn apart with lies
distrust malice and strife

fickle people, little lies
sick of evil, soulless eyes.
but for those of you
that have stayed true
my thanks, and my attempted trust in return


nah there's no hidden meaning in that.
distrust has been making the rounds recently. funny how things always seem to recur even though we all make the same solemn resolutions not to let them. same as New Year's Resolutions (yeah im lifting here). some things just shouldnt be promised.
of course its always nice to be optimistic and try to keep the vows. actually it is worth the effort. coz it does work sometimes. mustn't be pessimisstic.

*ME not jump to conclusions? YOU dont first la!! UUUUUU :D


flies lies and fucked up trust
wait. hate? is it a must?
be we only fickle men?
are we all that shallow then?
whither have the noble gone?
"Thither, to history" u say with scorn
Apparently they are no more



who knows where things'll go from here?
who knows who'll freeze in fear?
come Monday, the dreaded history paper
will we sit there, sweat and waver?
which of us wont make it through?
will never be in J C 2?
which of us will be together
Sunshine or that other weather?
how many will be doomed to fall?
'04 to not see at all?

this goes out to all of those
who next year will never see.
it isnt the end of the world.
even tho it seems to be.
consider this, then,
my epitaph for you
you've had fun this year
let that carry you through

and if this fails to console you
well i've tried my best.
if u still cant handle it, gimme a call
we'll sort out the rest.


stay strong everyone
dont break up inside
dont run away, dont be at bay
and for God's sake please dont hide

if you want to, just leave a tag
and i'll offer up a prayer or two.
things'll be alright. you'll see
next year i'll be seeing you.




good luck everyone! to those as needs it, extra good luck. to those as dont, fuck off man wats with the arrogance????!!!!! :) nah good luck to EVERYONE. keeping ya'll in my prayers. and *you, prayer IS something that works consistently. tell u all abt it sometime.



Where shall we have lunch?