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:D not bad. every symbol (i think) on the keyboard :)


today was alright.... in fact it was kinda fun.
cant remember much though. oh yeah first off: im sitting out in isolation now! right at the end of the second row. i miss chermy! not that fiona's boring. just that she's usually facing mar n talking to her. oh well
whingeing aside :)

lemme see. oh yeah ran 8(? 9?) rounds with and without mar today. long story. some slightly weird stuff went down. which i dont know anything about and will refrain from inquiring into (Happy everyone? :D )

*a plastic bag aint much i noe. just my way of showing that i DO think of you and want to be able to help you when possible. also that i MOST DEFINITELY do not hate you :)

so yeah. there was PE. oh yeah pullups are improving again!! good good good.

Fiona: CS 1.6 sounds wayyyyyy cool! i wanna try the shield. sounds fucking wicked. thanks for telling me abt it. even if miss ho probably has started thinking too much AGAIN. whatever!

so yeah after PE there was Econs lecture (nothing to say there!) and then there was M4M. now here i do have a gripe. that Joyce girl is quite a bitch. dont fucking roll your eyes at me BEHIND my back bitch! do it to my face so that i can see you do it and plunge my hand thru the layers of fat that protect your heart, rip it out and throw it out the window! wtF. well anyway. i beat her hands down for the mock GP paper it turns out. she got 71 compared to my 77. so there IS hope for the promos. thank God :) (yeah it means a lot to me. hard to explain)

after school we (that's mar, cindy, chermy, victor and i) managed to squeeze into mar's car and went over to her place, supposedly to walk her dogs. however that task eventually fell only to chermy mar and vic. cindy and i stayed in bed to watch Enemy at the Gates and EAT!! thanks lots mar for feeding us and letting us use your room :D. man im telling u the fucking burger is GOOD. (plus its always a hilarious source of humour: picture Victor trying to eat it and failing pretty badly :D ). so then we slacked arnd blah blah blah.... cindy and I thot the 3 of them were MIA. turns out they had a whole bunch of errands etc etc ad nauseum.

didnt get too much study done. did have a bit of a tussle with victor tho. kinda fun :)


which reminds me! Pauline Chua was late for class today. so Chermy said "Hey victor where's your wife?" to which the esteemed KOP (i get that rite?) said he didnt noe or something. i quipped "But lesbian marriages arent allowed in Singapore!" :D to his credit Victor responded VERY quickly. he got it straight away (cmon i noe some ppl who wld take FOREVER to get it). he proceeded to pummel me n stuff la. kinda fun.
though i'd record this for posterity :)

Chermy u are a PATHETIC puncher!!!!!! :)

**rewriting that crap: hope it helped some :)


im kinda lost abt some things. i must admit though events that transpired late last night served to make me particularly elated. its always nicer when things settle down and begin to sort themselves out. thanks. we still gotta fulfil that deal sometime though.

just sad that once things happen its virtually impossible to go back to the way stuff was before. one of life's inevitabilities i guess.


woulda been nice to stay a lil longer today and have it out in person with that pryer. not to be today i guess.


newflash: the EZ link card is good for something in particular! it solves the "im getting off too you bastard" problem on public transport! lemme explain: y'noe how sometimes you're on a bus (for those of u who are fucking rich and hence have never taken one, they're those loooooong things on the road that say things like "SBSTransit" and "TransIsland" on the side. ahhhhhh. make sense now? :D ) and ur stop is the next one but ppl arnd u dont noe you're getting off and so they push past u when actually YOU ARE HEADING IN THE SAME DAMN DIRECTION TOO? well the EZ link card provides the answer! (God i sound like a salesman) simply strech ur card out towards to machine. Or, if not in the vicinity of the machine, wave it arnd desperately and mutter in Hokkien. ppl will get the msg im sure.

this DOES, however, mean that any potential stalkers on the bus you are on will have that much more time to prepare to get off at the same stop as you. but considering stalkers go for ATTRACTIVE ppl, i spose most of you reading this wont need to worry abt this problem anw now will you :)
dont u just hate me??? :D

admittedly, there arent stalkers on every bus. in fact there hardly are ANY. but thats not the point is it.


black is a colour
that i hardly wear
brown is the shade
of my wavy hair
blue is the pigment
i wish my eyes were
i may wear some leather
i'll never wear fur.
i dont noe wats happened
but things will improve.
or so i hope madly.
hope things will go smooth.
hope things'll work out
and be like before
or if thats impossible
make it something more.


whither have the dreams all gone?
not one i see before me.
"thither, dreamer!" u reply.
and then you all abhor me.
it must needs be i find these dreams
for life is often dead.
now THERE is a dichotomy
that will mess with your head.
it behoves me, nonetheless
to find myself some more
a greater measure of excitement
so there's more in store.
who knows where i'll discover it?
p'raps i never will
but even if i never do
i'll keep hunting for it still.


ya'll take care! 5 days till promos.

thanks again for relieving me. its greatly appreciated. (wonder if you'll get this?)



Out out out out!