very weird experience in church. well it'd strike ya'll as weird. for me its just a sign God's still looking out for me

anyhow this guy was prayin for me. n all of a sudden he asks me outta the blue "is there a very good friend of yours in school who's been bugging u lately? someone who's been getting on your nerves? but u really hold this person as a very good friend?" this of course was completely spot on. someone HAS been bugging me quite a lot. its pretty much stopped, but yeah this person's really dear but has been getting me quite edgy recently. n this guy basically doesnt noe me! (he's only been to the church abt 6 times) n he was spot on like that. without talking to me abt school at all prior to the prayer. God is good. cliche or no cliche.

*btw if this person reads this entry dont fret k. everything's fine. sorry if this pisses u off or something. love ya still!*

here's this song:

Total Immortal
Hope Unknown. Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I walk right through the nameless ones.
I know that hope's unknown.
Sometimes the water feels so real.
As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning.
This day never seems to end.
This pain, never.
This rage will not let go.

I hear the calling.
I feel them gnawing out holes
through flawless souls.

So alone. Sometimes I swaer that I can hear the taunting of the voiceless ones.
I fear that I alone fear those who ceased to feel that they're alone inside this place.
I am the misplaced.
Now every face, it looks familiar...
then every face would melt away until..
Now everyone, do you know, I know your deception?
----AFI----

very good song.

i miss u
yes its true
i genuinely do
im thinking
and blinking
wiping tears away