i'm back at long last
now now, dont cry
i swear, the next time i leave,
i'll kiss u goodbye

Rule number one:
when one's heart is broken
do not go abroad
coz then it's only a token

of a REAL holiday
as ur time's taken up
stapling ur heart back together
(and of course every now and then u drop a piece on the floor y'noe. wastes time n all)

in case u dont noe
that last line rite there
is Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy-esque
Good book. i swear



waddup ya'll. so i'm back. dont everyone freak out at once :) yeah i noe no one cares :D

and NO my hol wasnt THAT bad. sure i was a lil messed up in the head n heart. but didnt get to me too much

heard some really good music while i was there (there being Pan Pac in JB. didnt make it to Desaru. or rather I DID but then there was a fuck up with the rooms n all. so yeah watever. so much for me getting burnt. back to the music) it was good stuff. all covers.... but they were real tight n all. surprisingly so. plus they did good music. 70s n 80s rock. b4 ya'll puke n stuff it was GOOD.

all u lil philistines out there
Korn n Limp Bizkit are great
n 70s rock's good too
cmon man. quit with the hate


'scuse that :)

wat else. sounds like i missed out on some fun on Saturday.... oh well. half the class has gone to mar's place man!!!

im looking for edge
im looking for speed
my entire being
is suffused by need

need for what?
i hear u say
need for something
to give meaning to each day

i need drive
something live
i need edge
i solemnly pledge
to do all i can
legal or banned
to obtain this thing
something more than a fling
something that counts

something black
something white
something that makes me
scared at night
something sweet
something sour
something that makes me
forget the hour
something cold
something hot
something that is
something that's not
something light
something dark
something that isnt
just a lark
something real
something serious
something deep dark n cool
something nefarious
something old
something new
something not me...
maybe you?


got the whole poetry thing going on tonight dont i.

interesting fact: y'noe how life only seems to get more and more chaotic? there's actually a scientific law for that. uh huh. The Second Law of Thermodynamics. goes something like this:
In any closed system, over time the entropy level will only increase
put in layman's terms: things will only get more n more chaotic over time. for example, all things decay. a house falls apart, trees rot, etc etc. so "life's a bitch" is scientifically proven . weird. Quantum physics ya'll. check it out. start with A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking. be forewarned tho: some acclaimed New York Times reviewer admitted he couldnt get past page 27. yeah its tough stuff. its been compared to the Bible for being a book that everyone has but has never read. but its worth a try.

dum da DUM
bum ba BUM
im so young
n fulla CUM

well its true!!

hahahahahaha. k so im flipping. bad sign ya'll.

its bad when im sad
but worse when im mad
im a little deranged
plus i'm already strange
bear with me awhile
sit there n smile
coz im ending this before ur eyes
y'noe wat. now's good! BYE!!