fuck. dammit i am such a FUCKING STUPID person sometimes. it never fails to amaze me. i am SO BLODDY STUPID

watever

anw abt the rest of the day. project work is a total farce man. as in absolutely.
chinese........ not as bad as usual actually! quite fun. something's wrong with that sentence i noe. but deal with it :D
oh i think Kristen's in here some of the time. Hi Kristen! (Alcoholics Anonymous anyone?) leave a tagg or something girl
im falling sick. fuck that
still feeling all uptight inside. spent time on the bus to Orchard today eyeing this guy frm the floor above me. well i think he was eyeing me too. but wth. fuck man i clda taken him out. woulda been FUN too :D (If ur thinking "wat the FUCK is wrong with this freak?" im thinking the same thing too)

lets freestyle a while
n get this thing started
school was boring
n i feel retarded
i screw up so much
that its motherfucking scary
n i gotta chill
take weed... be a fairy
n flit arnd places
that i've never been
see lil strange faces
that i've never seen
then come back to Earth
n scream FUCK IT ALL
it shldnt be this confusing
why do i feel so small

kk thats gotten a lil outta the ol system. feeling marginally better now

wat else wat else.... im feeling weird. physically n mentally. up in the grey area im really going warped. missing ppl (or person. watever).... thinking abt stuff.... a lil stressed... wuite tired. screw it .

someone give me some direction! some edge! some drive! im lost in this whole mess. i feel like Chermaine's table on a file submission day. im lost within it all. drowning in the flood. trapped beneath the burden. and fallings of my blood. going up the wall with love. and down the cliff with hate. wanting one thing so much. that all else can wait.

k there's poetry in there. go find it. anyhow yeah im drowning slowly n surely. it's all getting a bit much. mixed messages frm everywhere. shit man even my little alien antennae is picking up strange signals frm Alpha Centauri.very confusing.
oh well. i'll figure this out somehow. ill leave ya'll with this. Foo Fighters. check it:

Stacked Actors



Oh mirror mirror, you're coming in clear

I'm finally somewhere in between

I'm impressed, what a beautiful chest

I never meant to make a big scene

Will you resign to the latest design

You look so messy when you dress up in dreams

One more for hire, a wonderful liar

I think it's time we all should come clean

Stack dead actors, stacked to the rafters

Line up the bastards all I want is the truth

Hey, hey now, can you fake it,

Can you make it look like we want

Hey hey now, can you take it

And we cry when they all die blonde

God bless, what a sensitive mess

Yeah, but things aren't always what they seem

Your teary eyes, your famous disguise

Never knowing who to believe

See through, yeah but what do you do

When you're just another aging drag queen

----Stacked Actors --->> FOO FIGHTERS----