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why am i feeling so freaky?
my heart's beatin weird
n i feel peaky

she's messing with my mind
i'm telling it to u straight
more than 24/7
more like 24/8

thats right my droogs
its more than round the clock
every single goddamn day
my heart is like a flock

Of bloody birds flying away
from the scene of feasting
thats how i feel inside
like my heart is leaving

ah well i see my lot in life
is to whine eternally
for this one special girl
who MINE will never be.


and there u have it :)

:( is really more appropriate i spose

nothing much to say abt today la. just the same old same old. arms were hurting quite a bit for some reason. plus legs were stiff as hell. Drama's completely fucked. no way i can do wat they want me to (rehearsals EVERY SINGLE FUCKIN DAY FOR THE NEXT ELVEN DAYS UNTIL EIGHT OR NINE EACH NIGHT. NO WAY)

anything else? oh y'noe how sometimes a friend can have a problem that he/she tells u abt? and it affects u n all coz u feel a certain amnt of involvement in it? well yeah.. it just aint much fun is it? specially when its a REALLY painful thing. oh well.

---- to the person/people who is/are feeling particularly fucked up at the moment: cheer up. or join me. life's not QUITE as bad as u think. emphasis on QUITE. but in particular dont let things get to u. n if they do, dont let them continue getting to u. especially if they're involving ppl. just get the fuck away frm them----

nothing new on THAT. nothing at all. its very strange. one wld THINK by now something wlda happened. n honestly i dunno whether anything has. very frustrating. fucked up how often one has to actually take a risk in order to find out something rite?

'nuff said. i just wish it'd GO somewhere. like either turn into something better or go away.

"life is like a box of chocolates. u buy it and everyone takes away your chocolates, leaving you with the scummy one with a nut in the centre"

spoken with feeling considering food-sharing practices in CJC :D but true nonetheless. if one isnt careful one loses everything to "friends" (k maybe paranoid Fahy is getting to me. but the man speaks a lotta truth too)

*to everyone who is a friend (u noe who u are!) thanks a lot. appreciate everything (if anything :D ) *