goddamn motherfucking no good piece of HORSE MANURE


sorry everyone. but try to understand: i had a fucking long post and now i dont. stupid fucking thing.


frm now on, as has been suggested, i will do it on notepad first. coz this system is FUCKING UNRELIABLE.


cant be bothered to reproduce what i had earlier. lets start anew.

this is interesting. looking forward to how this whole mess plays out. we HAVE gotten ourselves in quite a fix havent we :)


if, like my conjecture suggests, there is punishment going on, drop the person like a hot potato. it aint worth it.


uh huh thats me. advisor/guru/psychiatrist. :)

Paradigm shift - very very cool phrase indeed :)

speaking of phrases, one which is ALWAYS used wrongly is "quantum leap". contrary to what publishers and journalists would have you think, it does NOT mean a big advance at all. go check it up in a quantum mechanics book.


i really really get sad the way things seem all messed up for ya. maybe messed up isnt the right term. but y'noe wat i mean. n forget what i said abt how i shld be laughin at your misery. thats crap :) wish i cld help.
maybe i am. i'd like to think so... even if its only stupid things like "hey its the second of november!" that distract ya frm how shitty life can be. bless ya.

+is shitty even a word?


remember we just gotta play it straight and then sit back, relax and have fun watching the confusion grow :)


dont speak
i noe just wat you're thinking
i dont want your reasons
dont tell me coz it hurts


good song!


shldnt ever pressurize people for anything. its very wrong. apologies to *you in particular!


was it worth standing up for you? i wonder.


friends, fam and lovers
wat a messy messy lot
they mess arnd with your mind a bunch
your brains go in the pot

friends will make u not think straight
and influence u no end
and just when them u start to hate
you'll remember "They're my friends!"

family on the other hand
is always pretty neat
they look after all your needs
hell some even wash your feet

lastly we come to that dreaded group
otherwise known as lovers
sometimes nice, sometimes up tight
sometimes as close as brothers

but hey the three types up above
are, in the end, really good
they provide you with all types of love
and, often, with free food


uh huh :)



u fucking little bitch. i shld rip your guts out and throw them on the floor. how DARE you.