wat a way to start my day... waking up with a smile. fantastic. maybe im overreacting to last night but hey since it's affected me in such a great way it cant be bad can it?
there was one dreadful bit of news from another quarter last night that distresses me quite a bit. i dunno who knows yet tho and its not my place to say what it is..... but its really really a sad thing. damn

but lets not get all depressed right? no good to do that.

i shld be in school today but i aint. had some NS thing to sort out in the morning - its really stupid that u hafta go down to CMPB just to tell them that you DONT hafta do NS - so i figured screw school entirely. im headin to Malaysia in a while... its kinda hot now so i'll wait a lil more. got three guys sleeping in my room coz my air con works the best. whatever :)

i must say im inordinately happy that, friends-wise, things seem to be much better than they were during the war period. does my heart no end of good. thanks to all involved for not consigning things to the grave.


And now it feels pathetic
And now I get it
What's done is done
You just leave it alone
And don't regret it
----Limp Bizkit---- = Boiler

really good song. go dl it everyone.

oh yeah.. for a nice slow number (very unlike Limp Bizkit) go dl Hold On by them. its really nice to listen to and chill out.


hmmm yesterday....
exo u GOTTA stop saying SHIT! if i dont do something dont tell ppl i do. -throws hands up in the air and stomps around for a coupla minutes swearing - by now i shld be used to it i guess :)

met exo's girl yesterday.... i take back wat i said btw. i reckon she's nice. although im dead sure she was..... yeah :) i'll tell u in private sometime.

ended up at the mandarin with the two of them... thanks mar. chermaine (hahahahaha :D ) get better! gotta get that voice back. otherwise how to sia lan ppl? :)
one weird thing - im sure the Heinikein (i SO noe i spelt that wrong) tasted different! i quite liked it actually. and normally the only one i like is Tooeys. interesting....


i miss my class!!! its really quite sad. this is the first time all year i've been absent. im one of the rare few in T3 who, up to this point, have had a clean record when it comes to being absent. so i've never felt this before on a school day. it aint fun! admittedly sleeping in was cool.. but still i miss 'em.


y'noe how habits die hard? feelings do too i reckon.
which makes me think: are feelings merely things that are force of habit? i wonder....


after last night i cannot avoid the fact that people are leaving. i am so so so sad. why does this hafta happen NOW? i mean we're gonna be splitting up for sure end of next year right? why cant they just be kind and let us stay together till then? sure some of the ppl in CJC really dont deserve to stay... but for those who DO and merely screwed up their promos, c'mon for fuck's sake give 'em a shot at the supps.

-sigh-

its really happening. it really is.


*i wonder.... i really do. maybe....?

think i'll call it a day for now. might return later. take care everyone. regardless of circumstances.



love is not a force capable of being stopped. it is merely one which is mutable.