man doncha just love it when u get on someone else's com and its all full of songs? its kinda like finding a treasure trove or something.


especially for one possessed of a com too DAMN SLOW to make downloading one's own songs worthwhile. fucking pain in the ass, one doth tell you.


indeedeth one does.



*god those drawers are just looking at me, screaming "open me open me open me!" but no, i shall remain strong of spirit and heart, and not open them.

yet. :)


hahahahaahahahahahahaha this's hilarious.



why on EARTH you were so ABSOLUTELY DUMB i CANNOT UNDERSTAND! it can't have been like you forgot or something.

although a thought's just occured to me: i spose its just coz you're an honest person. which's a fantastic thing to have in a relationship.


but still, pretty damn stupid. c'mon u said so yourself :)


there's a kind of fitting ironic justice in all this being typed on the very instrument with which u demonstrated your stupidity isn't there.



:D heh.




"they're both skinny bitches! its the same thing!!"



oh damn. peaches and cream. havent heard that one in a LONG time!!


and Like a Stone - Audioslave!! the lead singer has the most incredible eyes ever. like the eyes of God or something.



speaking of eyes, was walkin dogs today and saw a Siberian husky. god it had the most gorgeous - albeit freaky - eyes. its incredible. i want one!!
it really was beautiful. altho it also instigated the closest i've seen to a dogfight in quite a while. mar, however, wldnt let 'em go at it.

which is lucky, really, coz i reckon max wlda lost.

there was also THE UGLIEST golden retriever pup i've ever seen. now i now, normally puppys are all cute and everything - and golden retrievers are nice however old they are. but this one - it was kinda like one of those caricatures that you see of politicians. y'noe the kind where the heads are HUGE. yeah. this.. this... THING had a head bigger'n anything i'd ever seen on a dog!!

slight exxageration - guilty as charged.

but still, it really was HUGE. no kidding. when i looked at it for a while i started getting nervous.



i do know lotsa girls appreciate big heads tho. so maybe its a good thing.

IF you know what i mean :)



once upon a time, in a land far far far away, there lived a man who, far and wide, was known as a wise man.

people wondered just how he got so wise. was it his diet? was it because his parents were both teachers? was it because he lived by himself and meditated daily on the meaning of ++Life, the Universe and Everything? was it because he had an exceptionally large forehead? was it because he abstained from the mundane things in life - knowing that to eschew the physical is to endow the intellectual?

no. the source of his wisdom was none of these things, tho they are not without merit. his intellectual prowess, his wisdom, his intelligence, his sharpness of mind stemmed from one simple fact.

he had three testicles.

(incidentally, this does reinforce the opinion commonly expressed by women that men think with their reproductive organs.)

yes indeed, that was the ultimate source of his mental ability. strange, you say?

well Truth is stranger than Fiction, they say. but really, ya'll are just being haters coz the man has more balls than you innit.


spill the truth man.



++incidentally, did anyone get the reference there? the answer's 42, as you'll know if you did :) hat's off to D.A. and may he rest in peace.



oh c'mon. 1 extra kg dont make you fat. trust me. i'll tell you in NO UNCERTAIN TERMS when you're fat :) you can trust me on that one.


charles is something on the order of a genius. he really is.


speaking of intelligence, i was just speaking off the top of my head today when i started talking abt the difference between clever and intelligent, but the ideas have been floating round in my head for quite a while. ever noticed how someone can be pretty clever - can formulate a decent argument blah blah blah... capable of writing a good essay and all... but you couldn't have a decent coversation with this person if your LIFE depended on it? that's part of the difference, i think.



ruminate upon that and lemme noe what you think - if anything.



coz i gotta have .... faith.



heh. the word "moonstruck" just leapt to mind for no reason i can think of. its a good word!! :)


i think that abt does me for now.

George Gershwin: Prelude No. 1

that piece is killing me!! triplet quavers over single crotchet beats in the left hand. then quintuplets with the left hand going over the right.

like whoopy doo already!!


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mar got dissed by a trans..... mar got dissed by a trans......

hahahaha it was hilarious. but as she's said she'll elaborate tomorrow (which, incidentally, is TODAY. remember that :D) i wont say more.


but she'll probably forget, in which case i WILL at some later point.


*refer to the message on the back of my "as i went to the mandarin" page :)



alright starting from Friday:

cookies at Mar's house. or rather TRYING to cook 'em. i RESENT that u cast all the blame on me n fio mar! wtf!! your damn cookies..... you look at the recipe!!

:) alright we fucked up :)


but oh well. it was fun trying, anw.

________

*funny how some ppl just WONT get the msg sometimes.

the next few days were ones of frantic efforts to generate creative output. its HARD to just sit down and write 15 poems. it really is.

but it was worth it!! really glad u liked it. i was kinda nervous :)



this, of course, means that you have slightly more than a month to come up with something as cool for me :)


monday - mar gets dissed by said transvestite. i also get quite disappointed in the doner kebab at the turkish joint at far east.

sob sob.
ah who gives a fuck.



and then tuesday! mar's birthday.

lucky me i chose blue. god, speaking of colours, i cant BELIEVE that its possible to ..... well yeah. suffice to say the kid's gotta get a li'l bit of eddication in what's good and what's not :)


ya'll noe what it is :)




as thin as a stick
but quite a hot chick
and oh, by the way, her name's Grace
now that she's single
with guys she must mingle
coz if she aint attached - what a waste!!


heh not bad huh.


Pollution by Limp Bizkit's a pretty rad song if ya'll havent heard it yet. speaking of songs, the Apple iPod is UNBELIEVABLY COOL. its just such a BEAUTIFUL piece of technology i almost cldnt believe it. and 5000!!!! songs! that's almost sinful.


and finally, wednesday. looooooong. and the worst fish and chips EVER. really quite bad. surprising, considering how much i like the burger - i just figured the F & C wld be equally good.

sadly, it seems to not be so. such is life.

anyhow cows are better'n fish anytime.


RED MEAT!


*i reckon paranoia is just abt the MOST debilitating emotion/feeling known to mankind. so i reckon u shld take it just a little easy.


not to pry, of course.



that abt does it for me today!!


*everybody need a partner/stand right by their side/not only down thru the good times/but also down thru the bad times

i wondered why on earth you'd do something so utterly despicable, and then *you explained that quite possibly it was just cause u liked things sour.


**smells like teen spirit.


i can't stand people who dont try to contribute to team efforts. i know there are mitigating circumstances sometimes, and by all means if the situation prevents you from contributing then that's cool. but otherwise wake the fuck up and start to HELP.


i had this really cool story i was making up for Charles today abt Plato and the Greeks, and how the former had three testicles. hmmm..... might have been worth writing down.

too damn late now, though :)



my spiking is improving! realised, to my utter shock, today that i can jump the FULL LENGTH OF MY HAND AND FOREARM above the guys' volleyball net.

that's PRETTY FUCKING HIGH.


pretty cool eh? :)



i really find it ironic that today saw u feeling the hatred and me counseling the lenience. Fahy would have a field day.



"there is tremendous dramatic irony.........." i can hear him now.




really. the humour of it almost kills me sometimes.


do i hear disappointed voices regarding the qualifier there?


well fuck you! :)




went all loony on mar after vb :) hahahahah it was COMPLETELY HILARIOUS. but also slightly disturbing. there was the faint sensation of being someone on the outside looking in.



weird.

we be talkin' bout dem jesus eyes sista.


dont ask.


:)



man seems like the whole damn world's breaking up! everyone's just calling it quits. its pretty damn sad, really.

but that reminds me......


[Chorus: OutKast - singing]
Cause the whole, world, loves it when you don't get down
(Bah bah-da, bah bah bah-da da)
And the whole, world, loves it when you make that sound
(Bah bah-da, bah bah bah-da da)
And the whole, world, loves it when you're in the news
(Bah bah-da, bah bah bah-da da)
And the whole, world, loves it when you sang the blues
(Bah bah-da, bah bah bah-da da)
----The Whole World----

----By Outkast. DUH----


hahaha i was just vibing offa "the whole world's breaking up". its a cool song anyhow.


outkast is pretty damn rad. hope they dont break up.
speaking of bands that ARE breaking up, GOOD RIDDANCE to Atomic Kitten. goddamn lousy singers.

not that i wldnt hit it, of course. they wldnt even need to ask... just let me noe they were in the market - so to speak :)


today....... habbety hoo SPLAT!!

(anyone remember 8 Mile?)

i hate all AQ questions
they're such a pain to do
worse still, the goddamn silly things
prevent chattin' with *you!



and you and you and you and you.... don't everyone get jealous :)
but in this case it really only applies to one person la. everyone else has DONE theirs.



+++god i am SUCH a bitch sometimes. roight :)

learnt a coupla things i didnt noe abt today in Chinese! and no, none of them concern that language. (altho i AM speaking it a whole bunch in volleyball - i swear it feels just like Maris Stella. next we'll be checking out Cedarians *shivers violently and starts hyperventilating* "surely they're not that bad?" oh, they ARE



blogging on demand
is a strange thing to do
once more i find i've done a poem
where i use "do" to rhyme with "*you"

god, it MUST be your fault :)


so anyway.... yeah learnt abt the role of the banker (up to this point one cld think i'm talking abt economics) in blackjack (after THAT, however, there can be NO FUCKING DOUBT :D) yeah..... my knowledge of the game was pretty full of holes.

oh well. i won like $1.40 or so? playing at 10 cents a game that's not tooooooo bad is it. c'mon give me that :)


man i never would have guessed! if you've been wantin to why didnt u just TELL me? instead of sending me a song n all that.... just tell me to my face. its cool. (i'd say tell it to my head, but that's just too obvious a sentence :D)



refer back to the sentence marked +++ please :)


today wasnt too bad... welcomed back fio and mar... the latter who spent $63 dollars to skip school. incidentally, ALSO the one who told me its only $16. hmmmm. :)



NASAL spray??


u aint doing so good in this entry are you? :)



the wondrous nature of words..... thank God i'm not Chinese educated man. doubt i'd be able to do a fraction of what i can in English.


not that i can do much. gotta be careful not to boast these days.



the time between the end of school and volleyball (well at least when we THOUGHT volleyball was - turns out we were wrong - by an hour and a half! remember we were walking along reassuring each other that we weren't late? damnit :D) was well spent with grace mar n fio in orchard watching people along orchard. it really is pretty fun - if you've got the right crowd.


altho i still feel pretty sad abt that bit of news... which's weird coz its really nothing to do with me.


that reminds me...... Jack! (actually there's NO connection whatsoever. dunno what sparked the memory. who gives a shit?) i need my trucks soon man.


i'd end this with a poem
or even with a song
if i knew or could just try
to string three words along

but it seems i cant today
my poetry wont flow
so i better stop right here
or this might suck, you know.












IF you're still there :)


i'm getting pretty tired
i'm feeling pretty dead
so i may head off soon to sleep
upon my nice big bed

for now i say good bye to you
leave with that je ne sais quoi
so here i go - you feel my flow?
adieu, so long, au revoir.






And THAT'S the way the cookie crumbles

is it better to know when someone else feels they're losing you, or is ignorance bliss?


ponder that one for a while.



one thing that's bothering me: lotsa ppl still keep thinking the wrong damn thing! there are things from past times which DONT carry forward into the next year y'noe. i didnt take everything with me when i left '03.

getting drunk with an absolutely wonderful girl in a skate park a whole lot during the hols also helped me to put aside what should have been put aside QUITE a while back.


sometimes you just need
a lil bit of weed
and a really damn fine sweet girl
to show u where you're wrong
and where u belong
and how to move on in this world.



i mean sure i can't blame people for thinking what they do...... 6 months of the same thing (or thereabouts) is enough to give ANYONE a lasting impression. spose its rather unreasonable of me to expect any different.


so sue me!



hmmmm.... i wonder what *you really think about it all?



and nothing else matters
no nothing else matters
blood it just splatters
but nothing else matters


school was alright...

maybe more tomorrow.

flibber flabber flobber flubber.


everyone shld download MSN messenger. if nothing else, it teaches you to multitask like NOTHING else does.

try juggling 7 conversations and you'll noe what i mean!!



right, mar? :)



and blogging on top of that! dont expect any masterpieces, anyone.


THE PATRIOTS BEAT THE PANTHERS. THE PATRIOTS BEAT THE PANTHERS.

hahahaha good ol' New England smashing Carolina. Tom Brady's the MAN.
only saw the tail end of the game coz i woke up late, but looked to have been pretty damn good.


i gotta admit, american football does seem more glamorous than rugby. i mean their uniforms are so goddamn PRETTY these days! who is it...... with the gleaming golden tights... Missouri i think, maybe. and those darn hi-tech helmets..... us rugby nations just have lame padding n shit.

ahhh america. spose it just figures.

they make EVERYTHING more glamorous than the rest of the world.



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read David Wingrove's Chung Kuo series (8 books total - first one's called Chung Kuo - The Middle Kingdom) if u have the time. really fascinating stuff. its abt 200 years into the future and China's been ruling the world for abt that long.... the population's abt 40 billion. its all realistic enough to be believable, so dont worry abt that. its the second time i'm plowing thru the eight books, if that's any measure of how good they are
___________


if some zoodles are noodles, and some noodles are oodles, are some oodles zoodles?


figured that one out yesterday. leave a tag if u think u've got the answer :)


also composed my first poem in an sms yesterday. that shld be some measure of how BORED i was! although it wasn't that bad. at least i thot so.


school's gonna be slightly boring tomorrow i suspect! not really looking forward to it. on top of everyone that's already left from last year we'll be missing another one!

i'd love to make MY addition to that growing number, but i dont noe what i'd do if i skipped :).


goddamn it!! the Greco 2 is already coming out from Vans!! i only just got the first one!

fuck fuck fuck :(


oh well. its a good shoe anyhow.


finally found a decent picture of Greco for those that care. he's actually a pretty good looking guy.


so's Rowley. God i love his accent so much too :) all English punk n shit.



its funny, everyone SAYS be right back (or "brb" rather) but no one actually ever DOES get back as fast as they'd have u think

:) when u read this, will u know who you are?



he sees u when you're sleeping
he knows when you're awake
he knows if you've been bad or good
dont smoke dope for goodness' sake.


oh my!! Shorty's has this thing they call the T-Stance (at least i THINK they created it - tag me if i'm wrong) and it looks pretty stupid :) so naturally i'll be showing exo tomorrow.

ya'll know how it goes.



that abt does it for today
i find i've nothing left to say
and now i've got no other way
to make
me
stay.