first off:

was walking towards Somerset with mar after vb today and as we parted ways she said "see you online" and that set me thinking: what a fucking COOL age we live in, man! what with the Internet and computers and online chatting and all the rest... its a pretty wicked time to be alive man.

fo' real.



as i sit here in my chair
my mind is far away
tripping the light fantastic in
lands where i dont fear to say

what's truly in my heart of hearts
what's hidden deep within
things that keep my eyes wide shut
holy thougts and ones of sin.

but in real life we all bind our minds
with silk cords as strong as steel
custom, manners and the rest
force us to hide how we feel.

that's life!

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i'd kill you if i could, i swear
i'd tear out your goddamn heart.
and when it all was said and done
i'd turn time back to the start

so i could do it all again
once more i'd make you die
and when the second time was done
i wouldnt cry. or even sigh.

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today was pretty interesting....... there were times when i could have MURDERED.... cold blood or otherwise..... and other times when i cldnt have lifted an arm to feed myself, let alone stab someone or pull a trigger.

so anyway. things that stick out:

running a total of SIXTEEN rounds today. yeah total guilt trip over cny man. i reckon i ate two pigs' worth of bah kwa and heaven FORBID i even BEGIN to count the pineapple tarts. (i reckon i outstripped you mar :D)

some girl wiping what she thought was BIRD SHIT off on my shirt. wth? :) not mentioning any names

wet feet after PE! MISERABLE!





"too beautiful. they seem to pierce you"


very nicely said. although i dispute the "too". i reckon they're just fine. some guy's gonna be very lucky some day!




betcha all wondering just a li'l bit innit? :)


oh big up to exo! in all honesty i must applaud the nasty stunt he pulled on me this afternoon at the pull-up bars. the SOB pulled my shorts RIGHT off just while i was coming down off a pull up. really, it was pretty sweet. wasn't even that embarrassing!



well ok it was kinda humiliating :) but still props for that one exo.


although i reckon your obscenely high pants (enforced, of course!) is a better running joke.
Up yours bitch! :)


yeah let's not go into that.



ahem yourself to DEATH! its a sad way to go, but since there's always a first time it may as well be you, doncha think?



from a hundred yards you caught my eye
and all the boys said i didnt have the heart to say hi
so can i have your number?
you dont have to give it now
but if you dont give it to me
i'ma never live it down
y'noe what i mean?



cool song huh? CANDY by the Big Willie himself. (will smith if ya'll didnt get that)



oh well that abt does it for me tonight.



i'm tired and shagged
so i'll head off to bed
i cant even rhyme no mo'!
G'nite!