aright its been a LOOOOOOOOONG time


as in LONG LONG LONG LONG LO--

you get the picture.

:)


i must admit i've kinda missed blogging slightly. there's a release which accompanies typing.

obviously there's too much to actually come out and SAY (like wtf my last post was more'n two WEEKS ago!!) so this'll just be what's bouncing around the ol cranium.



then again that's usually what it is anyhow isn't it?
as you can tell i'm slightly lost :)


as Term 1 draws to a close, as usual i find myself reflecting/ruminating/just plain old thinking abt what's gone by the last ten or so weeks. in total i'd say its been pretty damn fantastic - especially in relation to last year. coupla shout outs:

first off heeellooo (that doesnt quite sound like u tho :D) mar. thanks for being everything u have been this year. u noe the deal :) God you're great. thanks for the company and talk and food and dogs and all. and thanks to your mum too :) no idea where i'd be without u - but at least the school wldnt think we're sleeping together :D but enough of this mushiness. anyone would think we didn't hate each other! :)

Exo! wtf man :) fuck u for all the punches and shit. thanks for the continued use of your board (altho the bearings are MINE) thanks for not being a sell out too. you're a good guy - some of the time - - when you're sleeping - _|_


Timo: hahahaha its cool to have you in the same class as me man. still feel shitty over that comment i made in the canteen in retaliation to your skater jibe. big big appy-polly-logies. God bless.

Grace: you wont even see this (anyone feel free to give her the addy - actually just dish it out generally speaking. who gives a fuck?) but its been fun sorta getting to noe u. hope everything turns out alright. 5th of april eh? get me something i'll get u..... well, something :)

the rest: i hate your fucking guts. :) nah you're all cool too.

aside frm CJ:

Aaron: fuck it we're gonna be spending 2 weeks down under together. fuck writing abt u :)

JacK: my TRUCKS man you BITCH!! :) but seriously thanks for the encouragement and all that. keep it real.

Steph: god you're FAT!! :) up yours. i'll miss u slightly (in my spare time) doncha just wish u were coming with us?! :)

dawn: get that bass sounding good by the time i'm back or i swear to GOD i'll take it from you. :)



everyone else in Bedok - i'll be thinking of you while i'm laying down my big phat lazy crail transitions in Oz. :D break something.




in case you havent gathered, i'm leaving next Monday. TWO FUCKING DAYS!! (hahahaha mar at least i'll stop telling you how many are left :D)

leaving on a jet plane
dont noe when i'll be back again
its Malaysian Air so they might hit the ground


hhahahahaha :) i'll miss lots of you.... the ones i'll miss the most i've already expressed this to (and it was kinda cool to hear the feeling was mutual. thanks)



spending time with *you's made me think a lot more abt relationships - whether of the BGR type or just friendships. it seems the whole thing's a pretty damn bleeding mess - ppl just get hurt 24/7. everything's confusing, everything's a goddamn mind game... what the fuck is wrong with people? so i'm glad there seems to be very little - or none, optimistically speaking - of that in our friendship. stab me if i start fucking things up "aight" :)

on a darker tone, just what IS wrong with relationships? everyone around seems to be all gloomy abt one thing or another... either they've broken up and are uphappy, or they're together and unhappy. what the FUCK!! think abt it ppl. really.

i sure am.



i could go on and on and on and on abt how much some of you mean to me...... and then go on some more. im sure u noe who u are. and that's wat matters.
i cld ALSO go on and on abt how some of you mean absolutely nothing to me. Yin and Yang, eh? :) good and evil, two sides of a coin, a double edged sword...... the list goes on.

and all mean the same thing. talk abt REDUNDANCY.


enjambment. godDAMN how the FUCK does that word get pronounced that way!



anyhow.


i'm heading to australia
but i'll really miss t3
sitting in the small front row
fio mar exo n me

the endless endless chattering
on either of my sides
the way that teachers always launch
into their diatribes

(speaking of that bloody word
just WTF was it doin
in our fuckin GP paper!
half the school probably didnt noe what it was!)

i'll be thinking of u all
while i'm down there popping ollies
suntanning down at Bondi
checking out the naked Aussies

but we'll see each other soon enough
so i spose its all ok
oh yeah, and just in closing
its two more days, by the way.


:D


love ya all. catch ya when i'm back!!

and mar, our deal stands dont worry. no one touches my cast (if any!) till u sign it :)



peace, love, hate, war, skateboarding, surfing, beer.
that's it. i'm outta here.