AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im sinking into depression again. same person... same deal. very frustrating
funny thing is i was walking home today n i was like "wth? i shld be totally chilled im only SEVENTEEN!!! everything's still fresh n all" n the funny thing is it actually WORKED for abt 10 mins. i totally snapped outta depression. n then i thot abt the depressing subject n sank straight back in. highly frustrating.
anyway. watched one of the top 3 movies this year. according to me at least. it was Basic. man i came outta the cinema feeling like a played a chess game or something. mind-bender for real. check it ppl. it REALLY IS GOOD.
anw back to my depression. actually screw that. lemme talk abt exo.
hmmmmmmmm very weird. he really likes char. (k its kinda weird talking abt it here but i gotta spill SOMEWHERE. so stfu if u've got a problem :D ) so anw.... he's at this point trying to sort out his problems before oing anything with char... coz the latter has problems of her own. (apparently....... i wasn't very aware of any!!!) i think thats kinda good. quite impressed by his thoughtfulness actually. but..... i dunno if i'da done the same!!! kinda tough for me to sustain that kinda thing
hmmmmmmm life's kinda weird at the moment. wat with swinging into depression and outta it..... into ecstasy and outta it...... very strange. feel like a druggie. oh well
one last thing!! to record for posterity: mar broke my bands yesterday :D kinda cool thats all. -gone-