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its 9.15 in the morning...... and daniel's initiated a conversation with me??!! (for those who mite be reading this, the whole story is -in a highly melodramatic, emotional voice- too painful an experience for me to recount in simple words here. i fear the mere retelling of the tragic events which ensued would rend my heart in two. ok that's bullshit. its just a long story :D ) yeah well that's weird. but anw im just wondering what sparked that off. on the other hand mar (i shant get started on THAT tale either) hasnt replied to ANY of my msgs, sms or MSN, for a grand total of one week. ah well. i've pretty much given up on reciprocating any conversational attempts from THAT quarter. kinda sad tho she was fun sometimes. k ALL the time really. cept for when she'd INSIST that i was being bitchy. I mean, ME, bitchy?? puh-leeze. it'd never happen. (wow i think a decomposing vegetable of some sort just flew past my head)

k ASIDE from all this crap (im doing CAPS a lot today arent I? :D ) gotta study today....watched Nemo with exo n char yesterday (i've decided to use names btw... i figure even if ppl are reading this stuff and dunno who im talking abt, I will noe who i'm talking abt when i look back. well i SHOULD noe. although the large quantities of alcohol and weed i plan to imbibe MAY slightly hinder that. :D ) so yeah we watched that... pretty funny stuff :) exo n char... exo n char.... seems really weird. both funny n strange (if ur here c then -wink- :D ) they seem pretty comfortable abt the whole thing... which i find slightly hilarious. laughed a lot yesterday for no reason apparent to them. probably thot i was schizo or something. but exo talks to her much less than I do!!!?? wat's he DOING? (ooooo evanesence just came on the radio. good) he always says like "oh tim u go for her... if the two of u are happy i'll be happy for her." now he NEVER did that with Fiona. he was always possessive. as in "stay the fuck away ang moh" kinda thing :D . so im ruminating on that... does it mean he's MORE serious abt this? coz his desire for her to be happy is greater than his desire to have her? (which is kinda sweet, but pretty sad if u ask me) or does he not really give a damn this time? much as it seems strange to me, im actually inclined to think that its the FORMER. yes, the former. which means that exodus DOES have feelings for others beyond himself. like, someone call CNN or something :D. nah ive always known exo to have some sensitivity. just kinda surprised at it surfacing in this context. go figure. this's llllllooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggg man. never blogged so long before. k im gone.