its been a while..

"but all that shit seems to disapper/ when im with you" (recognise that?? Staind: Its been a while. the title of the song just happens to fit this entry thats all :D ) well it HAS been a while since i've blogged. plus my most recent entries for some reason refuse to appear on the fucking site. (scuse that) this mite not even. but anyway i digress. (digress? thats sorta like when you... put a joint down and go snort up a coupla lines of coke off a glass table or something. thats digressing :D ) no MAJOR events recently.... but i have been encouraged in my faith. coming to CJC kinda depressed me. coz every christian I met seemed to be really un-serious about God. some going to the point of not even standing up for it. but recently one of the sorta-christians who i woulda thot to be one of the farthest away from God seems to be being really serious about Him now. so thats GREAT!! got me motivated actually. So yeah if you're reading this and you know who you are (u SHOULD) well yeah big up, ^5, thanks. all that positive kinda stuff. you know what i mean. :D hmmmmm today im going to TRY and conquer history. try being the operative word in that sentence -siiiiiggggggghhh- oh well. one must do one's best.
another thing..... i've been wondering how i should end my blog entries. weird i noe, but still endings are as important as beginnings. i'll think of something eventually i guess. for now, im gone.